Happy Easter I Guess…
I don’t know of you realize this but exactly one year ago today my life was thrown upside down and I hit what could possible be the lowest point in my life.. I went though so much pain and I honestly hid most of it from you.. And you saw a lot so you can only imagine. I put myself in not only a mental state of illness but a physical one.. I felt like my soul and heart had been ripped out of my body with a carpet cutter. I can’t even explain how much pain hit me on this day… One year ago I broke more then I ever thought was possible. I learned that no matter hot broken you think you are, you can brake and shatter even more.. A lot more.. It took me a year and even today I’m still healing, and I thank God each an every day for not letting me take my life just as I had planned too way too many times. I learned to stay strong when staying strong didn’t even seem like an option.. One year ago today I learned to never take things for granted.. To guard my heart in any way I can, and most of all, to he careful of who I let in because eventually everyone, EVERYONE leaves..
KONY 2012
With every great revolution comes a great conflict, but it’s up to us to rise against it! These sudden accusations about the 2012 campaign against Joseph Kony are outrageous. They say that everything is a lie! That the kids that have spoken out against Kony’s horrific crimes are nothing more then phonies… Frauds. Well what about the evidence? Are you here to tell me the hundreds of children speaking out are all liars sent by the American government just so we may come and invade their land for oil? That the thousands upon thousands of the children being abducted is a lie told by our government? Or worse, that Joseph Kony is intact a “falsely accused man”? All these things are swarming the Internet trying to stop and make us “think” about the great thing we are doing.
Ruins of What Was
I see a trash lining covering what was once ours…
What was once beautiful and majestic has now been reduced to nothing more then a wasteyard
Everywhere I turn I see corruption at its best
Nothing is as it was
We’ve turned our sanctuary to a living hell and I can’t take one more minute of it
Brothers killing brothers over power and wealth
What point will there to be to prove once everything is destroyed?
Ruins will soon be what we call home.
Ruins of the corrupted world that once gave us hope and protection
I want to be..
I don’t just want to be with you, I want to be apart of your life. I want to know everything about you, even the things that you’re too ashamed of to tell your best friend. I want to be the person you run to whenever your scared. I want to be your hiding place, because you’d know that I’d never give away your whereabouts. I want to show you what its like to truly be loved by someone else, because God only knows you deserve it. I want to make you feel special; like your wanted, because to me you are.

If this is how I loose my bestfriend, what’s the point…






